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ZUOHAN, 06121988
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23yrold boy with a 40yrold intellect
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Thursday, April 14, 2011
thanks J, and to you.

Im glad that I have these friends who truly care about me,

and thank you J for understanding what my frustrations were.

The disappointment is inevitable, but i suppose its no longer important.

After finally talking it out with J, I realize what is affecting me.

In every relationship, I truly commit emotionally. That is the biggest difference from my dates.

I know that when I look back, I can embrace those experiences and know that I have learnt something from it.

However, as I look back this relationship, I realized it cannot be said the same. And it is the first.

I have been too occupied trying to manage a LDR, helping the individual experience the best relationship possible, but in the process, I forgot I needed to feel the love too.

Admittedly, I lost the feeling several weeks back, but I chose to put it off my mind. I figured it might be because I do not get to see the person, and there was a possibility that it was just a passing phase.

The optimism was extinguished when you chose to run away from the problem. It still remains incomprehensible why you want me to spell out those silent thoughts and feel affected and despaired thereafter.

But I do appreciate that you made a decision, and at least I am certain you can better focus on your schoolwork.

Finally, sorry if this wasn't a pleasant first relationship for you, but I do hope on your side you have good memories that could be taken away, albeit the little time together. :)
ZUOHAN, OUT!
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