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Sunday, January 06, 2008
Uncertainty

When you unwillingly allow regimentation to seep into your life, it seems that your daily routine gets monotonous and unenjoyable.

Whenever one makes a decision, I always believe that he should not regret and instead set his sight forward.

Yet its easier said than done.

Ever since I entered my unit where probably the next 10 years of my life will revolve about, uncertainty was immediately generated and successfully crept into the multitudes of worries that I already have.

I did remind myself how critical it is to remain optimistic despite that I am merely striving on to pass my course for very different reasons as compared to my counterparts. They worry about failing their sorties because they want this job badly; its their passion which keeps them fired up.

On the other hand, I chose to walk this narrow path as it will guarantee my financial stability till the next decade, even though I have absolutely no interest in what I'm doing. While I'm practical, I am sensitive to my needs. I need to be in an environment which allows freedom and most importantly an opportunity for me to look forward to a new day.

There are so many thoughts in my mind now that I am penning down these unsaid feelings in my journal. In camp, my beloved black diary has become my source of encouragement because that's where I would constantly remind myself to be optimistic. And thank god, my mum is my greatest motivator. Being positive would allow the people around you to be cheery, and that alone is enough to tell myself not to get affected by my problems.

Have to go back to my books and prepare for my next sortie tomorrow morning. Its getting tougher, but as long as I put in my greatest effort, I would have no regrets even if I failed to meet expectations of my instructors.

Jiayou Zuohan! =)
ZUOHAN, OUT!
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