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ZUOHAN, 06121988
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23yrold boy with a 40yrold intellect
NTU Communication Studies jog.gym.eat.laugh.sleep.sing.travel

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Thursday, April 20, 2006
Results and Faith in Me.

Results means so much to me in the past.

And its even more critical to me now.

I have to prove to my family that a relationship will not affect my studies.

Don't think I can confide that to you though.

When I'm grumpy, you are affected. And when I'm really trying hard to sound jovial, its too late.

Don't blame you though, afterall I had been extremely grumpy and juvenile in the past.

I do not desire much. No longer do I require you to say that right thing to me at the appropriate moment. And neither do I think that you have to be extremely patient and tolerate all my anger or unhappiness.

All I need is just that little faith in me that I'm growing up.

Stop harbouring subtle fears that I'm still that immature Zuohan who gets grumpy and affected all the time.

Right now I can only pray that I'll not be minced by my results.

Seriously do not want to be grounded, nor coerce to abide with greater demands of me.

I'm trying hard to study hard, and honestly, the relationship is not affecting me a single bit.
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Enjoy yourself with Thabye and Kevil. Sorry I can't be there. Do not want to affect your furthur.
ZUOHAN, OUT!
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