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ZUOHAN, 06121988
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23yrold boy with a 40yrold intellect
NTU Communication Studies jog.gym.eat.laugh.sleep.sing.travel

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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
I'm.. just a Nothing.

I thought I have finally got over that disappointment.

But the reality is still stabbing me cruelly and painfully.

I am hiding behind a facade, smiling cheerfully, but agonized deep within.

And why did you deceive me? I don't think that's any form of encouragement.

Sick and an initial attempt on stage, but got through the audition with some effort.

I've experience a similar awkward situation once, and I was in my best form yesterday, with friends and my mum (thanks to all) cheering me on. Yet I simply disappoint them. Stood rooted like a arrogant sucker, and sang like a foolish asshole.

Maybe I'm really talentless.

I should not have thought so highly of myself. I'm just someone who can't do anything right.

I assumed I could ace academically, but my results were just mediocre.

I cannot play much sports. I can't swim well, can't play basketball well, and I'm afraid of soccer balls.

And when I naively assumed that I have a gift which many others do not possess, I am hit by the truth that I was dreaming all along.

Ha Ha Ha.. Zuohan, what's your speciality?

Wake up from that slumber. You are just an average individual with absolutely nothing unique.
ZUOHAN, OUT!
end of muses, rants & complaints.