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ZUOHAN, 06121988
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Monday, May 02, 2005
Breaking Down

Met up with Tuty, Chunyan and Wilfred to study today. Gonna be proud of myself this time.. Because I was early! Haha.. Unfortunately, the three of them were having their breakfast in Mac, so waited for 30 minutes. And yes, I was patient! =P

Proceeded to Starbucks Concourse today. My 3rd home, though it was once my 2nd.. Anyway, the three sampled Rhumba Frappuccino (Light- Lesser calories and sugar) for the 1st time today, and they simply loved it. Was really tense when I saw my Sister stepped into the store later, and awaited for her to start reprimanding me.

Had a long talk with her. She was furious, and gave me a lashing. Although I expected that and was mentally prepared, her words just crucified me. The more she said, the guilter I felt- for not contributing enough for the store, and disappointing everyone. I know my tears were building up, but I tried to smile and acknowledge what both Sally and Sis said. However, when I finally picked up Yanzhen's call,

I broke down.

It has been a really long time since tears came out of my eyes. No doubt, I rushed to the toilet before I finally allowed the tears to flow, as I repeated the saddening words in my mind. Anyway, thanks Wilfred for consoling.

I braced myself and talk to Yanzhen on the phone. I realised that I have thought too much. I did not disappoint anyone, and I'm still contributing. Most importantly, I still love my store. Finally concluded that I will not resign.

Continued studying in Burger King later, and completed Econs while did some maths. Going to do my Chinese Composition and F Maths Graph Tutorial now.. Am trying to be cheerful now, hopefully I will forget about what had happened.

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ZUOHAN, OUT!
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