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ZUOHAN, 06121988
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
How do I feel?

A mixture of emotions. All negative though. Doubtful, sad, disappointed and lost.

My optimistic self has temporary vanished. Gone are the days where I am truely happy, enjoying my life to the fullest while knowing I'm gaining new experience while working and socialising.

An irony twist of fate, I am seperated from one of my best friends, Joseph. He's going to Tpjc while I'm proceeding to Srjc. Similar results except for English and Humanities, yet different schools. A reason to explain this unhappiness of mine.

Drifting apart, will we?

Currently, I am fortunate that Tuty, Wifred, Chunyan, Xiaoyan & Guanhui are accompanying me, while waving my silent goodbyes to Joseph & Van (Tpjc) and Eileen (Mjc).

I was prepared to miss Eileen & Zhiwei. But not for Joseph. Not for Vanessa.

I have appealed to Tpjc, but honestly, I had enough disappointments. The fact that I'm posted to Srjc has fallen deep into the depths of my heart, and thus, there shall be no false hopes this time round.

The blow IS devastating.

I'm feeling better, but no longer do I look forward for a new day.

At least for the time being.

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And please, I do not want another drifting apart from me. Especially when I'm serious this time round.
ZUOHAN, OUT!
end of muses, rants & complaints.