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Tuesday, September 07, 2004
Emotionally Distraught?

Do you ever feel a sense of loneliness?

I felt that horrible sensation burning in my mind, as though ripping my heart apart. My brother is in Shanghai, my sister stays with her girlfriend, while my mother and uncle enjoys each others companion. I'm left alone, enclosed by four walls, with no light protruding out. Instead, darkness looms over, and I'm helplessly absorbed in.

Yearning to have someone to grant me some tender, love and care. Just a tiny bit and I'll be satisfied, I promise. This private feeling lingers in my mind, but seems unlikely to be experienced.

I guess I will just simply shook off that desire, and ponder over my studies for now. Perhaps one day, I will feel that love. Right now, I shall be victorious by overcoming this sense of emptiness.

To A**, I'm totally disappointed by your reply. If that is how insensitive you can be, and unleashing it to create a negative impact on others, I'm speechless. I'm still waiting for your answer, and I'm really curious how are you going to explain your way through, although I seriously doubt I'll ever get that.

ZUOHAN, OUT!
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